It's been 3 month i left my blog behind. I never looked this page again. I don't know why. Maybe just bored. So many things that i've been through in my real life. And maybe, i don't have enough time to write it down here. Oh well, wait, it's not about "i don't have a time" thing, but it's about my procrastinator that sometimes made me running out of time to do whatever i want to do. I've been through a lot. I've been living my life. I've been learning. It's not as simple as i think. But, shweel, that's life!
Shoo, i've been away, for a long time. Leaving this page, and left it with a recent stories. Stories about a girl, who found her love. But what all she need is struggle with it. Being obeyed from her parents because some different thing, it's not easy as it seems. Went out home without permission, it's kinda rude. Lied all over again from her parents, maybe she's blind. Love made she's blind.
She's kind a stonehead person. She do what she want to do. She is a lover. And also, all she need is love. She want something that could take her back to where she belong. She need a spirit. She need a best friend. And she got them all in three months. As you looked before this page, there are her pic with him. It's kinda lovely memory. But it sucks to be remembered.
She's broke up with her bf after while. She thought that it wasnt a nice thing to be together with a lot of straight line that would made them apart sooner or later. So she decided to left it all. She gotta move on. She's solved all the things from the start again. She know, it never be right.
She had trapped in her circle that she cant deny. She never be new. She's still an easy stone head. No one could stopped her. No one could change her. She is she. That's she is. She still never believe that love is real. There was a man, who said that he loved her. But she didn't knew. She enjoyed herself in silent. She confused of what she feel.. She through her day with him. But she didnt feel anything, sorry to say. It just like a feel that comes around for a while and than gone. Its like an easy-come-and-easy-go- feeling. I dunno. She's gonna regret it someday. Regret cause she was broke down someone's heart. Although she don't care. Much.
In the deepest of my heart, i said sorry.
I never meant everything. I'm lost.
