Beatles night at TCIS Bubat- Bandung

So i went to Bandung again, for the second time in november. This time, i went there with Ain't She Sweet band. They're gonna performs there.

So we started this journey from Lido, bogor. Then me and ain't she sweet's family going to bandung through sukabumi. And damn, that's a long long fucking way to go. We spent about 7 fucking hours on the fucking way. That was a crap. But finally we can arrived on time. Ain't she sweet got a schedule on 8pm, and we're arrived at 7.45. That was cruel, isn't it? Lol.

And tadaaa~ this time i bring my camera, so i captured a lot of their pics. Here we go..

This is our picture while we are on the road. As you can see, i still wearing a ban on my chin. That was because of my accident one week before.

And here my pictures of their performance.

I'll grunge you!

So you know, i am mad of nirvana. I listening their song like almost everyday. Idk why i'm lil bit crazy about their songs. It just like my unconcious mind always singing their songs without sounds. It seems crazy but that's me. Hehe 

Trip Around Jakarta.

So, me and Rusda decided to spending our leisure time to take a short trip. So we prepared it well. We decided to go to Kota Tua, and take a walk around it because there are a lot of great place to visit about there. So here's the story..
First one, we decided to meet up at Ahmad Yani-Tangerang at 10 am. after that we headed to a train station that located in Pasar Lama. Before we buy a tickets, we went to alfamart to buy a drink and snacks. Oh well, i'm so excited about "Train" thing, because it's been a long time i'm not landed my foot over the train. So here's the view from a train station.

Yep, we're on a train. As we know that, inside the train is always crowded. So, we stand still until the next station. Here, i captured a lot Rusda's face.

 

And after we through some train stations to transit, finally we were arrived. Kota Tua Train Station.

So here, we walk away from the train station.. we noticed around while we searching for a mosque.

Anddddd, yep. my first sight never be wrong! My choice turn to a man who made a bracelet. he sit in the corner of the street, so me and rusda take a look to the bracelet and I asked for the price, it's only takes 5k to ordering a bracelet with a name on it. so I decided to make a "Blackbird" bracelet because I am running out of ideas.

All of that pictures are shows about the process to make a blackbird bracelet. Well, i'm gonna tell you in Bahasa. Jadi, ketika aku memesan gelang yang bertuliskan Blackbird ini, mungkin si bapak penjual hanya melihat tulisannya sesaat. Jadi pas dia bikin, dengan cara benang dililit lilit gitu, eh pas udah selesainya yah, pas aku liat, yang tercipta bukannya gelang dengan tulisan Blackbird tapi malah gelang dengan tulisan Blackdirt -_- sedikit tercengang dan tertawa kecil, aduh, si bapak ini lucu sekali. akhirnya si bapak melepas lilitan dan melilitnya kembali hingga benar. setelah gelangku jadi, kemudian giliran rusda. Dia sempat bingung, begitupun aku. Dia meminta pendapatku, aku bilang saja, kenapa kamu ga bikin tulisan "Messiah" aja, aku pikir itu keren. kemudian dia menjawab, hmm.. artinya apa? lalu aku menjawab, aduh lupa. Kayaknya semacam penyelamat gitu. Seketika dia mulai terlihat setuju, tapi tetap dengan tampang ragu-ragu. dan ketika dia membuka kamus digital dan mengetahui artinya, dia tercengang dan membatalkan itu semua. Ternyata artinya adalah "Juru Selamat" Ahahaha akhirnya BATAL. dan tanpa pikir panjang rusda mengganti nama gelangnya menjadi "Mecca".

Setelah sekitar 1 jam membuang waktu ditempat bapak gelang, akhirnya kita menuju ke mushola dan melanjutkan destinasi kita. Tempat yang pertama kita kunjungi adalah entah lah apa namanya. Halaman didepan museum, dimana ramai sekali orang-orang yang berjualan dan berlalu lalang. Entahlah, timbul suatu kebahagiaan karena aku bisa foto bareng spongebob :D






Yaudah segini dulu jalan-jalannya. Beberapa foto dimuseum masih banyak yang belum ke share, mungkin nanti.

Say All That You Have To Say!

Is there a right way for how this goes?
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot

Oh, ain't that something?

Some wanna see you crash and burn
And criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from going insane
Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing

Oh, trying to be something more

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say

Say all that you have to say

Is there a right way for being strong?
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holding on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs.

Oh, just trying to show you something more

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say

Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things we complain about

So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life we led once before
If it ain't you then who?...
If it ain't you then who's gonna love you?

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say

So when you have today
Say all that you have to say 

it's a lyric from Sleeping With Sirens. I'm falling too far with this song. The lyrics is so me, i mean, i could feel it. Or maybe, i feel it right now. I don't know, uh! This things is happened so damn fast and I couldn't rest my head. i think my head gonna be explode. I've been feel this for more than three week. 
Well,stop guessing what happened to me. I'm gonna tell ya right now.
I was being quite close with someone. someone that I adored. I just don't know why, I can't handled something such a love at the first glanced thing! it happened actually. and damn, it always made me need something more from it. 
We talked, we had a great convo. We imagined something together, we did the cruelest thing together, we did something awful, we made something funny, we made a damn boring jokes, we made something absurd to be something that interested to talk about. Just like that. We did it! Yes we did it! And it so made my day! He can't even out of my mind. I smiled if i could every time i looked on my ipad. all my friend said that i'm crazy but blaaah, i don't give a damn. i love it that way.
More than one month, everything looked so fine. until one day i didn't replied his chat, because I thought, i'm running out of my words. i just can't even thinking what kind of jokes that i should tell him again. and I think it's getting lame. so i decided to ended it up. Whoa. and everything is end up. i mean, it literally end. Ahahaha it's funny. so funny.
And then, guess what?? We've met the fucking up! In a quite little town he lived behind. Well, let me make it clear, I've got a plan to coming to some beatles tribute to another city, which is the city where he lives on. And, finally we met. And we met. And we met. I mean, i am making a friends with his friends too. So i came to his friend house and met him and his another friends too. Friends of friend are friend too. Ok well stop thinking too much about friends of friend thing. The point in this line is, we've met. And daaaaang! Daaaaaang!! Please give me your best head shot! 

Shweeeeel, fags. I think i should stop talking about this shit. There's nothing much to say. For now, this all was my fault.

I am in a wrong circle. I am in a wrong feeling. And it's so wrong to be in love. I'm in love with a man who sold his world. And another man getting mad in love with me. Wrong point, wrong mission, wrong way, wrong feel. Everything seems so wrong. I couldn't even breathe. 

The funny way is, we're all don't know. I don't know, he don't know, and they don't know. We're living in unknown feeling for some unknown pleasure. We've been in that unknown feeling for more that one month. This was funny to say that, yep. I'm in love. And i don't know how to handle it. Being loved by someone and loving someone is a totally different thing. The truth is, i really can handle someone who loved me better that handle my feeling about loving someone. I'm such a coward. My friends said that i am an idiot. I am such a stupid little girl who never be in loved instead the fact that i'm the only one who cant handle love itself. It such a hard things to do, to be honest with yourself. Honest with your crush. Honest with people around you. Because sometimes they don't understand. How hard this feel would be, how strong this love could be. 

And in the end, i tell the truth to someone. Someone who know him better. And surprisingly, surprisingly, surprisingly. Everything is full of surprise. So i should enjoy this show. 

Sorry for being such a silly little girl who wrote something randomly.

Everlong - Foo Fighter

Hello

I've waited here for you

Everlong

Tonight

I throw myself into

And out of the red

Out of her head she sang

Come down

And waste away with me

Down with me

Slow how

You wanted it to be

I'm over my head

Out of her head she sang

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever be this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You gotta promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out

So I can breathe you in

Hold you in

And now

I know you've always been

Out of your head

Out of my head I sang

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You gotta promise not to stop when I say when she sang

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

And I wonder

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You gotta promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Well, tried the accoustic one. It's so good vibes song. 

Master of war.

Let me ask you one question
Is your money that good
Will it buy you forgiveness
Do you think that it could
I think you will find
When your death takes its toll
All the money you made
Will never buy back your soul.
And I hope that you die
And your death'll come soon
I will follow your casket
In the pale afternoon
And I'll watch while you're lowered
Down to your deathbed
And I'll stand over your grave
'Til I'm sure that you're dead.

Love Note.

Sometimes I think I need to get away,
Pack all my things,
Get on a plane,
Head off alone one summer day,
Never look back at the town i called home,
Maybe visit California,
I hear its nice there in the summer,
But all the waves and coastline and sunset shores would just make me miss you more.

Gak tau mau bilang apa.