HAMMERSONIC- JAKARTA INTERNATIONAL METAL FESTIVAL!

Hey-ho guys! as you see in the banner, there are the Biggest Metal Festival at Jakarta, 28th of April 2012!!
yaaa. kira kira 4 hari lagi nih acara bakal digelar. buat kalian yg emang penasaran pengen dengerin langsung lagu Kafirnya si Nile yang konyol itu, silahkan dataaaaang :D fyi, ini band metal Indonesianya juga bagus2 kok. rata-rata band lama semua, jadi pasti kalian udah kenal semua lah sama band-band di atas. arga tiketnya juga relatif kok, gak terlalu mahal dan gak terlalu murah. mungkin murah banget kalo kalian dapetnya ticket advance. sayang presalenya juga udah gak sempet kebeli karena sekarang udah tanggal 24. sebenernya gue agak telat juga sih tau kabar dari datangnya band band ini kesini, gue baru tau acara ini pas liat banner dijalan sekitar hari sabtu kemarin. honestly, gue pengen nonton!! tapi pacar gue gak mau nemenin karna dia gak suka. and he's exactly avoid me to watch this concert. oh God! but nope. i'm gonna hear how crowd the stage is from y'll. so, tell meeeh ya nanti :p

Been Down So Long - The Doors!

Well, I've been down so Goddamn long
That it looks like up to me
Well, I've been down so very damn long
That it looks like up to me
Yeah, why don't one you people
C'mon and set me free

I said, warden, warden, warden
Won't you break your lock and key
I said, warden, warden, warden
Won't ya break your lock and key
Yeah, come along here, mister
C'mon and let the poor boy be


Baby, baby, baby
Won't you get down on your knees
Baby, baby, baby
Won't you get down on your knees
C'mon little darlin'
C'mon and give your love to me, oh yeah


Well, I've been down so Goddamn long
That it looks like up to me
Well, I've been down so very damn long
That it looks like up to me
Yeah, why don't one you people
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon and set me free

 

 

 

C'mon baby set me free! Lol i really meant it! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME :)

Unbelievable.. i just dont believe that time is running so fast. Hell yeah, here they now. 20th of april.. um maybe im late to post this thing, but honestly i was trying from the afternoon. Well, just really excited cuz i've got some surprised from my beloved friends, rusda, yayah and zahra. I love them. also a phone call from Niyai and also Tante Nuy (ryan's grandma and aunty). And i've got some beautiful message from my mom. Here:

21 thn tepat jam 09.50 wib tgl 20 april 1991 ku melahirkan putri mungil yg lucu, tk terasa skg tumbuh menjadi gadis dewasa , "SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN Putriku, panjang umur,sehat sll, jd anak yg sholeha, berbakti kpd orang Tua, sayang ma adik2, perduli sama org lain, rendah hati, dn sukses dlm meraih cita2 itu harapan mama dan doa mama sll menyertaimu.


i just wana say, i love you mom :')

12th April

The Trees and The Wild - Rasuk (Lyric)

Well, msndadak dengerin album2 lama yang udah jarang dibuka di komputer saya. terpilihlah The Trees and The Wild yang saya dengarkan berulang ulang. dan saya cukup penasaran dengan lyricnya. dan saya rangkum satu album disini... ready?

VERDURE

Hush now, the morning’s too dark

High as a kite, as blue as your eyes

I’m putting out reasons

And see how far it’ll go

Go waste your time

With those hearts

Coldheart razorblades

Flesh from the lovers

Words about tomorrow

Feels so far away

Hopes will prevail

And we’ll be ok now

But the morning’s too dark

Summer i’ll wait for you

Winter i’ll wait for you

Nah, kalo yang ini lagu yang membuat gue jatuh cinta sama The Trees and the Wild. 

HONEYMOON ON ICE

i’ll be sitting and i’ll be waiting for you

cause all this thoughts and all this hopes

will go blue

time awaits you now

and breaks you now

i’m on your side

i’m on your side

i’m on your side

and memories is all we got

so hold my hand

and we’ll ease it out

tonight tonight

i can feel you in my sleep

the fear of eve is in my grief

the smile of light is flashing both my eyes

i’ll be sitting and i’ll be waiting for you

Then, this is the lyric that really meaningful for me. idk why but i really love the lyric.

MALINO

menjemukan, rasa itu

menafsir mimpi, sehalus sepi

(rasa hati) melawannya, (rasa hati) seandainya

mari rasuk

bila kau rindu

aku ‘kan datang segera

senada

kau rindukan waktu yang pergi

datanglah kembali padaku

FIGHT THE FUTURE

so much to say

but i won’t make it quick

i lose my mind

each time i look at your eyes

so why don’t you close them?

and all those sleepless nights

reminds me of one thing though

how fast time passes us by

so why don’t we hold them?

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’m passing this old neighborhood

and see how it meant to you

i’m hoping you’ll be there

i’m hoping you’ll be there

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

and hope we’ll reach morning

hope we’ll reach morning

i thought you saw it too

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

kalo berlin ini lagu yang paling easy going untuk didengarkan. paduan musiknya LUAR BIASA!

BERLIN

your single side won’t be denied

your melodramatic instant sign

is beyond my reach

missing you is just too much

why don’t you just figure it out

you’re fading and i’m still waiting

those words that you wrote on the postcard

is as cold as the winter chill

seems to me it’s not a priority

it’s just another little sign

that you’re fading and i’m still waiting

you’ll fade away

KATA

Hitung nafas yang kelak berat

Kau ‘kan sakit dan pergi

Tanpa waktu yang pasti

Selamanya, selamanya

Melawan hati yang tak pernah padam

Akan hilang..

Ucapkan maaf

Dan kau pun ‘kan tetap disini

Selamanya, selamanya

dan yang ini, ahhhhhhh :'(

DERAU DAN KESALAHAN

Mulai tenang dari hati

Keangkuhan yang pergi

Pernahkah kau lihat

Dia diam disana sendiri?

Warna dan sinarnya

‘kan biaskan, biaskan

Derau dan kesalahan (dan penat)

Menetap hatimu

IRISH GIRL

Irish girl and irish boy

Is all you need to break toys

That’s all you need

That’s all you want

That’s all you see

Inside this grief

Follow me to start a war

Cause you won’t see your

Fading scores

That’s all you want

That’s all you need

For you i’ll bleed

Why can’t you see?

all you want is the truth

all you want is the truth

and in disguise you’ll

know what’s true

but i won’t see you now or

in two days

THE NOBLE SAVAGE

Bones and stones will collide with hopes

and fear of lust, old lust

don’t believe the words he sold so fierce

through those tubes, old tubes..

move inside your skin i don’t mind dying

and down to your heart inside and out

i wish i was blind just for awhile

an ageless cloak covers the oak

don’t believe a word

don’t believe a word

anchorage is so far don’t you think?

but why we’re feeling this blistering, blistering cold?

move inside your skin i don’t mind dying

and down to your heart inside and out

i wish i was blind just for awhile

an ageless cloak covers the oak

don’t believe a word

don’t believe a word

it lurks like spinning wheels

don’t believe in words

don’t believe in words

i’ll pay tribute to the wires and tubes

wires and tubes

wires and tubeS

Random.

Eh well, ive been searching for a good time to write down something here.
sometimes i wonder if i deserve to got everything that happened in me.
but sometimes i couldnt understand why.
every person that i loved, lied.
every person that i need, gone.
seems like something aint right with my self.
i dont know why, maybe hate is just a word, cause i know it doesnt work to me.
i supposed to hate everyone. But i cant.
dear, sometimes i thinking, i thinking to escape from this life. Hide everything, cheat in my fate.
I want to be anyone else, i want to be someone. Different with me before. Someone who can understand the word between love and hate. Who can choose one of both.

Between Love And Lies

Yeah, this words is working for everyone.

AM I?

Whoaaaah, Hell it works.

Seems like NOTHING better between Promise and Lies

but LIES still LIES!

Oh man! It short of Me!!

And i'm pretty sure everyone wants this. Life is simple. Isn't it?

Indonesia Oh Indonesia!!

Daaaaaaaang! I was in police station. You know what, its seems like UNBELIEVABLE!
Every single person that working here was a scalper. I never wondered that this kind of shit going around me.
well, let me explain, yeah yesterday, i accompanied my sister to get her license. So, we went to a police station.
okey, just called us "smartass" because we dont know a thing about that place, about how to get a license, how to registered and how to get out of that place.
well, everyone there was trying to begged me and my sister to cheating, they said that we just paid and we got a license. I dont really want it, cause i know that its very expensive. So we walking in the truth.
no one wanna give us a direction. Damn! What i supposed to did. I was freaking out and finally, there was someone, an old man who give us a little light in darkness. So here we are, we got that register paper. Wait till next week. God bless me. Smoch

Blah! Random.

Wtf. This is my third time write down here. Because the last thing i wrote here wasn't saved clearly as a draft. Poor me. Okay, watching supernatural series it such a traveling around a country and moved to another city for a minute. It just like they using magic. Lol. Forget it btw, im not suppose to wrote that kind of thing here. Forget it.
Ehm, hulaaaa laaaaa booooooo- you know what, sometimes i was really effing mad when someone joking on me when im not interested in. As someone did. Oh my, i know exactly what goes on here. But im not suppose to tell you about that. Its private. Flush and forget it.
Every close person in your life is really able to hurt you. Family. Boy/ girlfriend. Best friend. Friend. And anyone else. They really have a role to hurt you. Until you feel like you're alone. You'll buried on your memories.
Damn, i don't really know what i wrote up there. I think i lost my mind. Oke oke. I will leave. Bye all.

Quote. Fav.

Ello, Idk even this picture was fit to the real resolution or not cause i was uploaded it from blogaway, and its mean it could be bad. But surely i hope it still can be read by you. Idek actually what the meaning of those quote but enjoy it. If you dont enjoy it, just leave this page. Key.

Random.

Mommy mommy, i want that baby. Lets kidnap him. He's effing cute. I really mad of him. So, his father would kill me then. Lol.

His name is James, Lil Anthony Green.

Sorry, I Can't.

Bye January, Welcome February ;)

Just make a little handwriting before i go to bed. Morning all, see ya ;)

Blah! This Is Life!!

Um, start with hello everyone. I meet up with this blog is such a 3 or more time a days, just because i have installed some application for my blog in my phone. Lol im trying so much to fit this app with my life. My phone should be working hard to serve my finger tips. Muahaha. I dont have any idea exactly. So, just write down whatever here. So just read. Ignore the wrong sentences. Ignore the wrong grammar. Enjoy!
First, my finger tips wanna dancing in Sunday Drive - The Early November lyric. Idk this song really meant so much for me, i really fucking love this song since the first time i listen this song. So, enjoy the lyric, sing along or go mocking, up to you guys.

And we wait above a road
We're turning to go home
And the silence from the side of the car
Tells me everything and how we are
'Cause there's no more trying to make this so right
There's no more trying tonight
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head
You say it's only me and that I'm so perfect for you
I just want you to be true to me, one time

And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head
Twelve days gone by since I have saw you last
I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best
And I'll ask "What could you be doing that is so much fun? Without me by your side? Without me by your side?"
And I will take a step back, and I'll let you ahead
And I will take a step away and see if you come back
Because there's no more trying to make this so right
There's no more trying, there's no more trying tonight

We'll never be the same
We will never be the same
We will never be the same until you're done



This is the deepest song i've ever heard. i cant listen to it without crying, because i am too that girl. The words are so simple, yet to describe my exact feelings. I guess this song kind of resembles how life goes. You lose loved ones, and no one can sem to fill that empty part of your heart. I think i cry when i hear this song because it makes me come to reality.
I know everyone can relate to this song at one point or another but it just hits home with me so much right now. I dated someone for more than 3 years and he just broke up with me. He's goes back and forth, sometimes telling me he loves me and sometimes acting completely indifferent and at first he seemed so torn and confused but then he really pulled away and then found out about him talking to someone else. It's like he's started this new life too, with this new group of friends, moving forward while i'm still stuck in one place. And i keep putting myself through the worst of it looking at all our old messages and photos when we were so happy and i keep asking the question he asks in this song: "What are you doing that's so much fun, that's so much better without me?" i keep trying. I keep trying to prove how it can be, but i know it's ruined now. I know it can't be the same knowing what has happened now. I just can't let it go. Just really fits. This is my life and i can't change it. I will always love him.. But i never be the same again.

My Hand Writing

Today is my lazy day. So, i face my day with my hand writing. I hope it still clear to read. Cause i know its ugly. I hope it would entertain you. Cause i wrote so many jokes in that paper. Lol i lied ;) Whoah, sorry for my mistaken. Such a mistakes in grammar or wrong words. Cause i'm not a foreign lady. Damn i'm Indonesian :)

Break On Through - The Doors Lyric

You know the day destroys the night

Night divides the day

Tried to run

Tried to hide

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side, yeah

We chased our pleasures here

Dug our treasures there

But can you still recall

The time we cried

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Yeah!

C'mon, yeah

Everybody loves my baby

Everybody loves my baby

She get

She get

She get

She get high

I found an island in your arms

Country in your eyes

Arms that chain us

Eyes that lie

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Break on through, oww!

Oh, yeah!

Made the scene

Week to week

Day to day

Hour to hour

The gate is straight

Deep and wide

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Break on through X4

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Never Shout Never- Time Travel

Nothing is real
I know this cause I made a deal
With the devil he told me I was just wasting my time on the moon
So I flew to the sun
Lost track of my soul on the run
Suffering 12 degree burns
I learned that the sun was no fun
So I ran back to earth
Tripped and fell in the glorified dirt
Honestly gravity sees me as a liability
So I held my breath
'Till my soul left my body for dead
I ripped through the clouds to talk to the man in the sky


I said take this for what it is
I think you're a tad bit prejudice against
The ones like us that are searching for the answers
He said kid you don't know shit
You should go back home and live
In that quite little town you left behind
I'm coming home
Don't you cry, (don't you cry)
I'm coming home
Just in time, (just in time)

I am a fake
A constant go-getter of fate
I lost track of time
I carried my mind on a plate
I seasoned it well
With acid and MDMA
Then I howled at the moon
'Till the sun burned out both of my eyes
So I checked my pulse
Standing there white as a ghost
I lacked in completion
And stabbed my reflection twelve times
So I held my breath
'Till my soul left my body for dead
I ripped through the clouds
To talk to the man in the sky



I said take this for what it is
I think you're a tad bit prejudice against
The ones like us that are searching for the answers
He said kid you don't know shit
You should go back home and live
In that quite little town you left behind
I'm coming home
Don't you cry, (don't you cry)
I'm coming home
Just in time, (just in time)


I don't know what I've been told
I will sell my soul to rock and roll
I don't know where to go
I have lost control, oh no
I don't know what I've been told
I will sell my soul to rock and roll
I don't know where to go
I have lost control, oh no
I don't know what I've been told
I will sell my soul to rock and roll

 

I don't know where to go
I have lost control, oh no
I don't know what I've been told
I will sell my soul to rock and roll
I don't know where to go
I have lost control, oh no


*FYI: gue baru sadar kalo ternyata dia nambah tatto lagi haha :D

Thanks For Nothing Kiss My Ass - The Downtown Fiction Lyric

I know the sun still shines when you're not around
I'm takin' it easy in the worst part of town
And now I find it wasn't meant to last
I have one thing to say and that's thanks for nothin' kiss my ass

I want some money
I want some fame
Want everybody to know my name
Want you to see me
in shining lights
And think about me when you're with him that night

[Chorus]
I know the sun still shines when you're not around
I'm takin' it easy in the worst part of town
And now I find it wasn't meant to last
I have one thing to say and that's
Thanks for nothin' kiss my ass, thanks for nothin' kiss my ass
I wrote a letter,I never sent
But I forgot,just how it went
It doesn't matter that much to me
Yours is the last face I ever want to see

[Chorus]
Because the sun still shines when you're not around
I'm takin' it easy in the worst part of town
And now I find it wasn't meant to last
I have one thing to say and that's

Thanks for nothin' kiss my ass

Oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh (2x)
I see the sun still shines when you're not around
I'm takin' it easy in the worst part of town
And now I find it wasn't meant to last
I have one thing to say and that's
Thanks for nothin' kiss my ass!!!!

Thanks For nothing, Kiss My Ass!! lagu yang diperuntukkan untuk semua orang yang, yah.. mmungkin lebih suka bergurau dengan hidupnya dalam menanggapi gue. dan, lagu ini serasa sangat bermakna ketika gue merasakan lagu ini SANGAT COCOK untuk gue dedikasikan kepada orang lain! entah siapa. haha

Hand in my pocket- Alanis Morissette Lyric

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise

I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...